Trying to handle it all… January 26, 2009
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With school starting back up (and Sunday School), I am trying to get back adjusted to doing all the things that I need to be doing for classes, getting the most out of the work that I am doing as well as staying sane (as in not getting overwhelmed and not getting stressed out)–hence the lack of entries lately. So far, I don’t know if I have succeeded in those goals, as I am feeling pretty overwhelmed right now and I still have stuff that I have not finished yet that I am supposed to get done. And then there are the pressures I put on myself to do well in lesson preparation for these weeks, as well as trying to have some sort of pastoral ministry to people. But I guess I need to go back and live the life of “baby steps” and take one thing at a time. In applying that, I am making lists of stuff to day, putting things in stacks in my office, and carving out certain times to work on certain things, other times to work on other things. So, so far it is helping…we will see what happens in a few weeks. Above all, prayer for me, that I might learn and grow in this time
Becoming the Next Joel Osteen January 16, 2009
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This morning, through some thoughts that popped into my mind in a conversation with Nathan, I moved closer to becoming my goal of being the next Joel Osteen* by thinking of book titles to complement his best works. Here are my books to follow his:
-”Recognizing a Worse You” (instead of becoming a better you). The way forward is to see your sin more, so that you can see God’s grace more.
-”Your Future Life Now”–the Christian life as grasping more of the promises of God in the future into your life now. Note, you will not have your best life now, it will be later, but I have already heard a sermon series called “Your Best Life Later.”
Now taking contributions to help write these books…as always, make checks payable to me
*Those who know me well know that this is a joke…I do not want to become Joel Osteen. If I am Batman, he is my Joker.
“This Little Light of Mine” January 14, 2009
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This morning, I was reading this verse.
Isaiah 49:6 (NIV)
6 he says: “It is too small a thing for you to be my servant to restore the tribes of Jacob and bring back those of Israel I have kept. I will also make you a light for the Gentiles, that you may bring my salvation to the ends of the earth.”
It made me think of the old children’s Sunday School song, “This little light of mine.” And I also considered myself and move towards illustrations, though I know I am probably moving beyond the text here. What sort of light am I? Am I a strobe light that flickers back and forth, leaving more of a headache than giving sight to the blind (hot and cold Christianity)? Am I a fluroscent light, that seems a bit artificial but also extends to the whole room (perhaps this is ultra-conservative, you know the light but you do not want it). Am I a 40 watt light bulb–that brings some shine but only as a supplement to a classroom (perhaps how many Christians are)? Am I an eco-light, which takes a while to warm up but then does so efficiently, though it has a strange glow (is this missional Christianity?)? Am I a black light, that only helps during special circumstances? What sort of light am I…because I am called to be a light to the world. Interesting, random thought from my devotional reading.
Journeying in the Apocrypha: Baruch January 13, 2009
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I had a few minutes (our Czar of Computer Technology at the church was doing some work on my computer), so I read through Baruch as I continue to journey in the Apocypha. This book, written under the name of Jeremiah’s scribe, is similar to prophetic literature such as Daniel, Isaiah, and Jeremiah, as well as hints of Job with its wisdom psalm. Something that I found interesting as I read through it was that much of it takes the form of a confession of sin of the nation. It is interesting how this piece of extra biblical literature shows the people being willing to confess their sins to God, something that we are all too afraid of doing. I would much rather hide than confess my sin; I don’t want to confront it myself and I certainly do not want to dwell on my sin in writing or even thinking. The Israelites seemed to recognize their sin and the effects of their sin. While the effects of sin are different in some ways in the new covenant, it is still sin. Am I willing to confess that I am a sinner? Am I willing to help lead others in that path as well, helping them to recognize and confess their sin each day? We must deal with our sins if we are truly going to deal with ourselves.
Reading the Dictionary Can Be Fun! January 12, 2009
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As part of an independent study for school, I am reading selected articles in the Dictionary of Major Biblical Interpreters. Beth thinks I am crazy and I am sick because I am enjoying this. I guess it is the biographical element of it that I am enjoying reading. Each article placed the scholar in their historical and theological context, talks a little of their life and how it might influecne their scholarship, they key works and ideas underlying their work, and their significance. I doubted I will ever have an article written about me, but it causes me to reflect a little. What would I want my article to say? What would any of us want? What “biographical” details are important in my life, that really shape my whole direction of ministry and life? What elements of the time and place of my birth and upbringing influnce what I say and think. What do I want to focus my “vocational” endeavors towards. I think these are relevant questions, even if you are not a Bible scholar. What will others take away from my life; how have I influenced the world for the kingdom of God. There is so much out htere (which is why there are so many articles to read!), but the bottom line remains to carve our own path on that journey.
Furthermore, what is encouraging is that most of these guys have had their works critiqued, rebuked, or even refuted. It was said of at least one scholar now that most of his ideas have been disproved since his death. Does that mean that he did nothing? No, in some ways asking the questions and getting the ball rolling is the work of the scholar. Even if nothing truly lasts, you have influenced people and their thoughts. A good reminder is that most of the churches that Paul founded on his missionary journeys have closed–but the church itself has not. While a particular idea or building might be surpassed, the influence (and spiritual formation in there) might be a good thing to think about as we move forward in life. It is not the idea or work that must survive, but does it have any shape on any person that does it have any affect on those moving forward in life? Great, important ideas.
Just some thoughts…and proof that reading a dictionary can be fun!
Journeying in the Apocrypha: Additions to Esther January 8, 2009
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I decided to take some moments and read through the additions to Esther that are found in the Apocryha. Basically, there are six passages that are added in various parts of the book. The most significant of them seems to be addition C, which is the prayer of Mordecai and Esther. The other additions, in many ways, seem to give more explanation to the work, as the decrees are spelled out and there are opening and closing accounts and explanations. On the whole, what the additions seem to add to the text are dimensions that are suprisingly absent. Some of them fill in some details that we might wonder (What exactly did the decrees say? Why was Mordecai so significant and why did Haman hate him so much?) but in other ways, what it does is make the story more “spiritual.” That is, the additions include prayers and other features of Jewish religion that are absent in the rest of the book. They mention God (which the rest of the book does not). What should we make of these? Well, for one thing, it might be the reminder that we like to import specific practices to make things more “spiritual.” That is, we find spirituality in our actions as opposed to the work of God. We might be uncomfortable without these, or judge others. There might also be an attempt to make Esther look a little bit better; there are some questions about her character in the canonical version that seem answered more positively here in the additions. Perhaps we are uncomfortable with “broken” heroes, or with God uses non-spiritual people for his purposes. Regardless, it is interesting what these additions do. A question that remains unanswered is what to do with these additions, should we use them to help us see some of the early interpretation of the story by Jews? Maybe, maybe not…I will think on it more.
Journeying in the Apocrypha: Judith January 6, 2009
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One of my goals for the new year is to spend more time in study on my own and, in particular, in non-canonical literature of the ancient world. A good place to start would be to finish reading through the Apocrypha, as I was able to read bits and pieces in my Intertestamental class this past Fall. Since I had already read Tobit, I thought I would start with Judith. It is an interesting story. The first thing I noticed is that the historical markers of the book make no sense, as it seems to confuse rulers and nations before the exile with after the exile (not to mention markers of later Jewish spirituality). Therefore, it seems best not to see it as designed to be a historical story; it is more of a legend or fable (though I am willing to discuss this with people, particularly Catholics who have a higher view of this). These markers seem to make the markers of the Gospel of Luke and Acts all the more important; if soemething is not designed to be historical, then it does not even try to have accuracy with titles.
The story sees Nebuchadnezzar (reigning over the Assyrians in Nineveh, see what I mean) going to war and his general Holofernes going to Judea to conquer Israel. Even though he is warned not to, he does, receiving advice from the Edomites and the Moabites that he should cut off their water supply. He does and Uzziah the leader is going to surrender the nation. However, a widow named Judith, beautiful and pious, has a plan to save the people. Essentially, she is going use her charm to deceive the other nation and defeat them. She leaves the city, goes to the enemies, ends up in Holofernes’ banquet and then bed, and then beheads him, bringing his head back to Israel, which leads to their defeat of the Assyrians and a hymn of praise (chapter 16). It has some good story, especially if you do not totally see where it is going.
What I find interesting are a couple of the prayers of Judith and her plan. “Make my deceitful words bring wound and bruise on those who have planned cruel things against your covenant , and against your sacred house…” (Judith 9:13). “Give me strength today, O Lord God of Israel!” Then she struck his neck twice with all her might, and cut off his head (Judith 13:7-8). She prays for power to lie and power to kill. Interesting ethical issues. In addition, Judith seems to use her “womanly” charm to lure a man to bed, then to kill him. Obviously, I question these ethics a bit (I wonder how I would view these if I believed this book was the Word of God?). It seems a little too, “end justifies the means” and could lead to some bigger issues. In some ways, this is what many Christians have done through the years as excuses to sin, as we want to sin as opposed to uphold the glory of God. While God is glorified in this account, I am not sure if he is glorifed because of or in spite of Judith’s actions.
The message of the book seems to be the need to both maintain piety and purity, but also praising someone who does not just sit back but is active in their faith. Good reminders…while not Scripture, it gives us windows into the ancient world as well as potentially some encouragement.
Not New Years Resolutions…but Re-Evaluations January 5, 2009
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As it seems true of most people, I did not make New Years resolutions. I know a problem I would have with them would be trying to do them in my own strength (always a problem for me!). So, instead of making resolutions, I have sought to do some re-evaluation in my life and see if I can make some minor adjustments in my life will make me more happier…but also (and more importantly) more productive for the kingdom of God. In some ways, it is applying what I have learned from the last year into my life this year.
One thing that I want to do is to get more into the biblical texts and more into their original languages. Basically, I want to apply all the years of learning in Bible college and seminar to the text. I read about scholars and hear the lectures of Dr. Yarbrough and I want to have a better foundation in the texts, so that I might draw better connections in the texts. I want to do more word searches when I am preparing to teach. One thing I hope to do is read the Septuagint more; this morning my devotional time from Isaiaha 40 was from the ESV and the LXX (with the English translation provided by Sir Lancelot Brenton…I wish I could be a Sir!). I need to refresh my Hebrew in the process as well; if nothing else, this sort of study will force me to spend more time in the text and make me ask questions.
I want to do a better job of reading on the side. This might be reading for fun, or reading some of the classics of the Christian faith, or being inspired by the great works of academics.
I want to relax more this year. That is something that I am doing well on break, but what will happen after that. Part of this, I think, will be in staying in better contact with old friends and acquaitances. Hopefully, I will send more e-mails, more messages, and make more phone calls this year.
They are not resolutions, but re-evaluations. The New Year is a time to look back and look forward, to make adjustments, and to dive more deeply in the grace of God.